Jesus came to take God's punishment that we deserved. His resurrection proved that God accepted His sacrifice for us. You can receive the forgivess of your sins by praying something like this WITH SINCERITY.
Again, this is only a suggestion and not a formula prayer. Again, please pray with sincerity; God knows if you're just giving Him lip service and not truly asking forgiveness.
"God, I've sinned against you and offended you. I'm so sorry! I realize that Jesus died so that I could be forgiven. I realize He was raised from the dead proving I am completely forgiven of my past and future. Please forgive me through Jesus's sacrifice. I believe I am now forgiven of every sin. Thank you! Please help me change my sinful ways so that I can honor and obey you."
It would encourage me to find out you've accepted Christ! Please contact me and let me know.
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1 Timothy 2:5-6
For there is one God, and there is one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all.
It is not that we keep His commandments first, and that then He loves; but that He loves us, and then we keep His commandments.
If you have been reduced to God being your only hope, You are in a good place.
There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.